I would encourage you to continue to pray. There is no doubt in my mind that the Lord will show you what He desires from you. I went to your deviant art site and explored it further. You have some excellent work displayed. I especially love your sequential pages. The Lord bless you and your family.
Great work will. I love your style. It's reminiscent of Mike Wieringo or Joe Madureira. I can relate to the whole "wanting to use my gifts for God" thing. I feel like I'm in the same boat sometimes. I feel like God gives me these great ideas for comics...but no outlet to make 'em a reality. All I can say is keep seeking Him, He promises to reveal Himself to ALL who seek diligently.
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